第一次从朋友口中听见,
原来‘我不要’,‘我不想’,‘不愿意’等可以用很多其他巨资来代替,
比如‘XXX不久没那么麻烦了’,‘你不觉得XXX比较好吗’,‘什么时候变成我的东西’
有意无意,但还是发生了;讯息还是传达了

我也不想,但我没有选择了
只好自己来了,就这样,我东奔西走,
连cendi的guard 也认得我的样子和车子,
三天里,我到了cendi 三次,大概跑了400km 吧(包括去了一趟nilai & LCCT)
虽然可以避免,但我却得不到的合作,
瞬间还真的想不到谁可以帮,
原来自己在大学混了四年,能帮的朋友还真的没几个...
真的失败
不经意的,我啃下来的
虽然比起一些有心人,我做得不多;
但至少,我真的觉得不容易

爸妈说,
“不要紧,赶回去看看”
“不了,我call去,他们开始散band了”

“既然你们都要完了,算了吧,我不来了”
“好的”

“我们等你来,到夜了你还是没来,我们就开始收拾”
有些话,在我的角度听下去,真得很刺耳
我被遗忘了?

这几天,突发事件太多;
自己吞下来的不说,
突然发现,
原来那400多公里白跑了
toll funds 白给了
自己做多了

我失望,不是因为我期望,是我预料不到
我失落,不是因为难过,是我把你们当成朋友

很多小事中可以看出很多事,
我看得出,听得到,也领教了
事情过去了;
我不怪人,不想这里的东西成为你的话题
是我自己鸡婆,没有同样的下次,
下次,我带个人,但张嘴巴去就好

Few of my uni frens have come out with an idea to have a records on our final year project (FYP). This is not only for our own blog, but also can be a good reference (good? i hope so ^^ ) for others to refer or get an idea based on our title.

Below will be the list of title from my friends, they are update from time to time, so i will update the links once they updated. for those who wish to place their links are welcome, just let me know your blogpost URL will do. thx..

Distributed Wireless Optical Communication for Humanitarian Assistance in Disasters #1

Posture Recognition using RBF and MLP Neural Network #1
Posture Recognition using RBF and MLP Neural Network #2
Posture Recognition using RBF and MLP Neural Network #3

Do u believe in fortune teller?

As a science class student, who going to be a electrical & electronic engineer, personally I not believe in that. I believe that whatever is in my hand, in my mind, whatever I can control…
Today, I almost knocked by a reversing car with my motorcycle.

It happens in south city, the side parking just in front of DAI KAR LOK. There is a car that intended to park at the side, I am behind him. After he parked his car at the side parking, I stop my motor at the parking side. I saw his car reverse indicating lights, I thought he just want to reverse a little bit to adjust his parking. Who knows, he reverse faster heading me!!! I was shock and reverse my motor away from his car. I din horn him as I was in shock, but few uncles who having breakfast at dai kar lok that witness this do keep shouting.

‘just a few inches away from my legs, the reversing car knock my motor’ i do not think that the driver heard the shouting sound and realise I was behind him even though I saw he look behind. He stop his car juz bcoz my motor stuck underneath his car and make him cant cont reverse. Luckily he din knock my leg and luckily my leg got long enough so that my motorcycle do not fall on my legs.

No huge damage for my motorcycle. Just the lamps fall off (coz of loosen screws), a bit ‘bengkok’ at the pedal on right and broken front break handle.

When I open up my hp notes, I found a fortune teller remind me this in 22/2/2009, ‘careful when u go out during lunar july’ …… he reminded me about this? I stunned and ask myself, ‘so cheh meh’……

Better believe than not believe, better keep remind urself than it happened…
Fortune teller, do u believe it or u tink is juz ‘zong choi’?

2 weeks continuosly with mon is holiday!!! its time to enjoy~

during the merdeka weekend, i went back to klang as a relative have come to visit us, my dad ask going back for a family dinner...other than that dinner, my weekend is seaching the power e presentation infomation and a little progress for my final year project...

i rarely spend my weekend going back home, thats why i been trying my hard not to bring anythg back home, just want to back home and enjoy, relax...but not tis time... when i was in the middle of searching information, mika msn me and tell him bout his merdeka-genting plan... wow!!! thats kinda normal for my fren to come out with this freaking plan..lolx..but its too bad, i hav rejected that due to i am goin bac uni early in the morning the next day and really wish to finish up my assignment asap.."i hate procastination!!! "
for this week, i have went to lowyat to have my grahic card and DDR2 ram.. and off course, have a break, goin out with cuiyi ;) we have watch a movie, "I love U Beth Cooper" which is a little bit silly, but recommended to couples..haha..if u are goin in a groups of guys, i tink thats really not fun =p

innitially, i am planing for Sapphire HD4650 512MB GDDR2 128bit. since i do not play very high end game.. so i tink thats quite suitable for me, the price is around 199-210 on 5/9/2009. during the survey, one of the dealer recommend me to get HD4670 512MB GDDR3 128bit with higher GPU and core frequency, and better cooling (artic cooling). after survey, the price is 255-270 according to most of the shops there...since i dun get a better deal, i have go bac to the dealer that recommend me (since he said can gv me around 250)...


in the end, i brought HD4670 512MB GDDR3 128bit home with RM245 and DDR2 ram 2GB..spent 245+110 for my upgrade ==> sakit!! >.<

today, i have tried my gc today with 'left 4 dead'...its smooth and i tink i am satisfied with tat ;)
more detailed reviews are coming up next after i finish my test on wed..lolx